Miniature disaster

Three passions have governed my life:
The longings for love, the search for knowledge,
And unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind].

Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.
In the union of love I have seen
In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision
Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined.

With equal passion I have sought knowledge.
I have wished to understand the hearts of [people].
I have wished to know why the stars shine.

Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,
But always pity brought me back to earth;
Cries of pain reverberated in my heart
Of children in famine, of victims tortured
And of old people left helpless.
I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot,
And I too suffer.

This has been my life; I found it worth living.

and throughout the process, Time is a companion that goes with us on a journey. It reminds us to cherish each moment, because it will never come again. What we leave behind is not as important as how we have lived. ….

END.

19th January 2010

Aku balik mlaysia selepas cuti yang lame pader 9th januari.. and dari situ kerisauan aku bermula.. Aku sangat x nk x dpt kerje. tapi alhamdulillah selepas 9 hari menganggur, aku akhirnya dapat kerja yang aku nak and aku rasa sesuai dengan kebolehan aku.. Terima kasih kepader seseorang yang telah membantu
Buat maser sekarang aku enjoy jadi Eksekutif kt tmpat company aku kerje.. Buat proposal and some of HR thingy… Agak enjoy sbb orang2 kt sni pun best
Paling menarik sekali mase first day… aku mmg tk sngke kene liase wat kerje dgan sorg Personaliti Tv3 sbb dia pun kerje kt company ni.. n o yeah balik lambat on dat nite !
Im looking forward for more challenge in dis company so i can use lots of my ideas !

Girls in Shots 2009

Girls in shots.. random shots yang saya suka

1)
Location at my friend’s hometown.. was taken during raya haji, although it was fast but the pics turns out to be nice

AFL

Asian Vintage

2)
My on-going project of AFL.

The AFL

3)
The annual grand dinner 2009.. love this shot too <3

4)
Taken during Automotive class.. can you guys believe that I know the basic maintenance of the car such as changing the tyre.. but i dont have license car yet ! need to take it asap :’(

Gentleman, starts your engine

Gadis Litar ? isk isk :p

50 Days of Aussie’s Girl Lifestyle

Hello World ! Its been a while I leave my blog.. I really want to update my writing when i was in melbourne, but i have technical problem with my laptop.

Its almost a week I’ve landed in kuala lumpur..which means back to reality life . I had so much fun and enjoy my OZ trip, and thank you so much for someone , I owe him a lottt.. <3

Here's a snaps of photos that i've chosen, coz since its a blog, i just select few of them..there are others photos that you guys can view thru my facebook (:

Here I had categorized the places from 1 (the best) to 4 (the triple best)

(1)
Sovereign Hill, Ballarat
the place that I adored the most.. its where you can find gold and how it is made ..

Somewhere at Chinese house

the AU$125,000 gold bar.

I got a chance to hold the AU$125,000 gold bar.. ! AWESOMENESS.

entertainers !

With some of the entertainers , they a country song! cool

Oopss

Opps ! Just now someone asked me to eat more since i look skinny, but seriously i don’t have problem with my body and i DON’T LIKE people keep telling me what I need to do on my eating, cause I don’t diet at all. So to those of you , in ANY SIZE< you can always feel beautiful and bold. What you need to have is CONFIDENT , sexy, sexy proud (as said in the tips of How to look Good naked, Lifestyle Channel US).

Back to sovereign hill..

I can't always be Lois Lane, I want to be Superman too

i like the caption ! <3

Facebook profil pic

and yeah…. my facebook profil pic.. Love it ! <3

End story of ballarat memory..
You also can find more information about sovereign hill at http://www.sovereignhill.com.au/

(2) Healseville zoo
Of course koala , kangaroo and lots of cute animal !

hello koala !

What I can remember the most is that I was afraid with the ducks.. since after that yan called me “qhuak qhuack qhuack” huhuh :p

(3)
Great ocean road, port campbell.
This is the first place that makes me feel in heaven..

12 Apostles, port campbell national park

although it was so cold, i really enjoy the 12 apostles trip along together with singaporeans

love the wind

(4)
Phillip Island
the last

philip island

Miss Penguin

There’s another upcoming story , will write it soon…. i gotta go now .

Adheenism !

teh tarik n roti canai satu !

helo blog n people !

This last few days in my uni.. I spend time with friends. I know them back few years ago, but seriously i never thought im close to them like now.. Like some famous quote says” you lost one , you will meet one who’s much more better and deserve you”..

amin, amanda, abil n adheen.. Go Straight A's

and now i understand the lesson, for my mistakes in the past that i’ve done… i was destined to meet these much more kind & wise friends.. although undoubtedly all kind of ‘mulut longkang’ including me hahahahaha..

kawan kawan

wasss fun enjoying the last day of uni’s with these crazyyy yubby doby doooooo … !!

dan yg ini juge… aku kenal dr matric 2005, skrg baru dapat kawan betol2.. sggh takdir.. !

power rangers girls

meeting these girls actually fun! lots of fun haha.. i get to learn some malays food from akis and ayah.. oo n amanda too.. :p

Charlie's Angel

and just now actually i have a lil’ ermmm.. fight? .. cause i just get Jealous. omg. haha.. how silly , i just can’t believe i have this kind of feeling too… hehe.. Maybe it’s pretty normal to have this kind of reaction.. because we Sayang the person… kalau x sayang, x akan jelesnye…
but don’t get over with jealousy, not worth of it hehe..

Selamat malam yannnnnn , nnti talk esok

How to be a diplomat in international politics

who is he?
The excellency, Prof.Dr Ahmet Devatoglu, our former head of department political science and currently serve as a foreign minister of Turkey.. So happy i can met my lecturer’s lecturer..

Prof.Dr. Aghmet Devatoglu, foreign minister of Turkey

I managed to jot down in my phone 4 tips that he mentioned about being a diplomats. Surprisingly, it’s not about protocal or regulation, but kinda interpersonal skill that he emphasize for being a diplomats:

First Step:-
Psychological: Empathy by Understanding others , learn others. We should not give others assumption that they are “THEY” and let them feel that you are BETTER OFF than them. Sincerity can be realized if you can put yourself in the “shoes” of others

me, rizal & khairul ( my classmate)

Put your vision first and be very objective. Try to imagine before the crises, so you can imagine a bigger vision and during the crises, use RATIONALITY rather than sentiment. The best security is to achieve high level of contacts, so keep your social networking.

iium'ans

Second Step:-
Intellectual context: Knowing the time, space, geographical and history that equipped you with the process of analysis, cause analysis involves both: knowing the logic of the event , not just statistically. Knowing the background will allow you to understand the logic of the event.

third step:
Communication skill. Moving in an harmonius way (Not to Wait and observe) but to make a first move. DARE to be DIFFERENT.

fourth step:
Sociological aspect.
What is important is How you perceive Yourself , not what others perceive you. Just Be natural & be yourself .

Just Be Yourself

Girlfriend & Nandos Maniac

Yesterday, I went out with my bestie Sue aisu .. we called it as “meronggeng”. For malays it stands like a bad naughty day out, but for us it means shopping shopping n shopping ! not leave dining + cinema’ing Heheee..

at last, there is a photo of two

i thought my bf is the only person who’s addicted with nandos, but apparently things r change ! My bff too is a nandos maniac. Including ME. xoxoxoxo

In bLurrr. not too bad.

some of the outside view at the centre court of Mid Valley.

Why eh we like nandos recently? Cause it gets us into this

Get Me and Him in the Mood

and behind the secret is this….

The sweet source spicy two bottles

Sue told me that the peri peri sauce was originally from africa, then I just bilang ” entah entah cili yang kene tanam ktbelkang rumah hahahahahaa =)) )

Sue and me thought of buying the sauce but we didn’t , it just will ruin the Nandos mood in the future if we can have it at home. Riteee sish?

The Nandos Maniac hehe

and supposedly, yesterday i hav gathering with my ex-skoolmate.but only 2 of us shown up.. Hukhuk .

Some old friend from high school . she's pretty n cute tho xoxo

and me and sue fav’s too: cakes at secret recipe hihihiihii a very Foodalholic

I heart Cheese Cake

and finally i’ve done with my ticket , pasport and ETA .. Pian , Piana, Pembok and melbourne, See ya sooonnn .. ;D

pasport, ticket n eta !

favourite issey. favourite dress. favourite blekberry.

Game face on .
Tomorrow.

tonight is the key & preparation

Ready to go?
Lets play it tonight

Here the list for you Miss Dheeney:-
1. Favorite dress
2.Favorite Mascara maybelline
3. Favorite samsung e55
4. Favorite Issey Miyake

First touch reherseal.
=No More editing. No more Photoshop. Just Real

The first salah shot. but turns out ok .

Thanks to this:-

The Gift

Thanks to this too:-

Giggling. Why?

and also this:-

and not to leave this one:- The Gift from my special one

The Gift

and …

Me and my attempt to defeat Monalisa’s smile or be a Bella Luna Jason Mraz. Berjaya atau x?

End !
thanks for watchin and readin , sesaper yang rajin singgah;p

specially for Pembok & Yan

Hari ni 31 st october.. and Esok 1 Novemeber 2009.. jgan lupaaa =p

January’s 2010 Calling

Ye.. Aku memang suka berfikir, da kate amik political science, kenella jadi critical thinker ! ;p

aku patut nye gembire memikirkan holiday in nov- dec. atau merisaukan psl final exam nex week. tapi tak.
Januari 2010 adalah bulan yang seperti ‘memakan’ otak aku… mcm mcm bende aku kene prepare utk next stage in life…
aku quote ayat ni dari diari aku sendiri
” Decide…. the need to decide what’s next in life can be so SCARY.. “
What I need to do after graduating, One small mistake can be a possible harm in future.. Between settle up with life and struggling for my career. I wish I was like an other people, living near with their loves one and family.. My biggest worry for now on of course career and a place to stay ! ..

Living independently is not just that easy.. Time uni i dont have to worry with accommodation n all dat stuff.. but dis January , like it or not.. I HAVE to find my own. I hav to say I need to start from a scratch to achieve all dat.. Sigh.. Mama da ajar jadik independent and I have some serious talk about my life being independent after graduation.
2 things dat sound like simple n easy for anyone, place to stay n career. But its just not that easy for me since famili duk kota kinabalu and i was financially depend on my own since early 2009 + and with him being so farr from me . Its like , berdiri di atas kaki sendiri, so sad n berat kepala aku fikir, sigh. Exam belum lagik start, aku da kene pikir dis thing n plan ;-(
so far I see dis opportunity..
I have planned out few little things like housemate, I already choose one. and for job, I see this opportunity calling up for me…

http://www.maxis.com.my/careers/mmap

and yg 1 lagik jadik tutor or lecturer kt UTA & TAR college ..

yg lain2 tuh cm biasa lar. banking, research companies, consumer-product comanies… Just anta je resume kt sume all places n choose d best.. So far da anta kt bank negara, maybank,cimb, american express,maybank, cpps, prudential, great eastern, suruhanjaya msia…yg setakat ni aku dapat call dari maybank, american express & great eastern tapi tepakse hold cause aku abis blaja hujung tahun ni, so cm kire terlepas gakla. .

PTD? almost out of list atau KIV. JGan tnya n suruh aku try ptd lagik k. yg tu kene KIV tuk jangka masa yg lame…

Sesaper nk reccommend keje?? Job seeker here. tapi dgan syarat tmpt, aku x nk keje yg x gune Otak aku berfikir (mksdnye aku x minat admin sgt), aku nak gune full creativity, analytical & interpersonal skilll.. aku akan suka kalau dapat jadik tutor or lecturer or something to do with research and education thingy

*cari employer kt sni, bole x? haha..

sekarang target send resume kt big big company pla, cm kt link tadi..

Fighting Addddd ! ^_^

*For the first time, aku report kt dia aku nk tulis post ni,, before dis main post je. Hehe

Selamat malam Kamu.
Kamu yang Sayang aku & “Melihat” ku

Pegi tidur, selamat malam

Teringat satu sms yang kawan aku penah send kat aku dulu…

” Ija,
Pegi Tido?”

Msg yg simple. tapi aku masih ingat sampai skrg.

hari ni aku nak teringin nk sms dia, tp tk kesampaian…. So tulis jelah kt sni…

” Tim,
Selamat Malam, esok kite main gitar same2 erk “